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I Wish I Could Tell You

in the silence I bleed words,
like they can't help it, like I
bleed to survive.
the mystery remains
why is it that around you
I am always coughing up nothing
as if I have forgotten how to
be?
like you are so precious so far away
that even the shadows of my words
might burn you and make you
leave.

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