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having a crush

to deny that I am in love with you
is like saying I wasn't familiar with the
bubbles in my chest
rising hiccupy up to burst
stardust because
in your presence I am
nothing but a loose collection
an amalgamation of thoughts
five hundred billion wisps of
heartbeats tangled in my throat
like I want to say hello
but I am afraid I might burst
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